I'm More Than Just An Option...
I`m very confused as dis is my 1st article on a blog. So I decided to
write sumthing that had occupied vry Imp place in my heart & it alwayz will.
Even though we don't talk anymore, I will never forget our memories. I
want to cherish that past beautiful moments.
"1st dates are awkward. 1st kisses are heavenly. 1st loves
irreplaceable. 1st heartbreaks are unforgettable."
She was perfect, beautiful & flawless. Long thick brown hair. She
wasn’t perfect & I was fooled.
She isn't supposed to be like those other gals. She's better than
them. Or so i thought.
When we first met I just knew I had found the girl of my dreams.She
was gorgeous. It never quite hit me that she was too good to be true
until I found out otherwise.I made her my sun and my world revolved
around her.
Love isn't something you choose, It's something that takes over you
Since we first got together she had male friends and why shouldnt she?
She was a grown independent girl and I trusted her. Even though we
didnt hold hands in the street and when i said 'I love you' her reply
was 'I know u do'. So what she had missed a couple of dates or didnt
answer her phone some nights. I mean she had to have a life too. It
was okay she missed my birthday twice and I was the only one who was
very excited abt everything may it b her b`day or valentie`s day. I
loved her.
I heard that my frnd was dating her. How could he be in love with the
girl who loved me. I mean she never said it but I knew she did. She
had to as much as I loved her. Thats when I realized I had been in
love by myself.
Things went downhill after that. I never spoke of the incident but it
consumed me and made me open my eyes to just how much she didnt care,
She still never said I love u. I still never met any of her friends. I
still was playing the fool. Eventually i called her up one day to tell
her it was over and all she said was 'okay'. I never heard from her
again.
I was devastated. Hurt because the girl I loved and was faithful to
never saw me in the same way. Mad she let me believe I was the only
one recieving her affection. Feeling stupid for making her my all and
i was just some guy she was seeing. But I had learned a hard lesson.
Never give more then u recieve.
